Saturday, September 18, 2010Y
Went out with my fat pig today. Had alot of fun. Went raffles to eat lunch. After lunch go cathay cineplex for movie. Wanted to go marina bay sand to walk but didn't know the way so stay around and took 3 photo in all. Thanks baby for piggy backing me for so long. I know i'm heavy and you keep saying you can carry me. Thank you. :) and fatass! Whatever I told you in the mrt pls forget it. I don't want you to feel sad or what sorry!
7:59 AM
Thursday, September 9, 2010Y
Today grandpa gave each of us 100 dollar call us go buy clothes. Somemore mother wanted to cook a lot of different food . Just now helped mum prepare the ingreadient to make chill. Gonna study later. =(
8:54 PM
Today. 27. 1year 11month, i have been with you for so long and i didn't realise that time pass so fast. 'N' is around the corner. You are busying fighting for your future thats make me feel even more useless.
Today marks the day where we start our relationship. =) That was what the first sentence you wrote to me. Instead of celebrating this time round, we did our own thing. You do yours , I do mine. This is the first time ever that i feel that im like celebrating for myself. Lol. It was suppose to be a happy day and yet i feel bored,lonely and worst part is I don't feel like I exist the whole day. I myself don't know why too. Only the laundry part make me feel like I exist.
I didn't send/write long msg for you this time round because i think you might feel sick and tired with it. I didn't make card is because you are losing interest on them. I didn't buy something that you like is because I can't read your mind anymore as you have been spending MOST of your time with your friends and you don't share what you think and feel to me anymore. Actually sometimes I always feels that I know nothing much about you and that makes me feel irritated because your friend know me more than I do. You always say to me that I should know what you want but in fact I don't.
Anw, thanks for the things you gave me hours ago. And the thing that i gave you seems useless to you and it looks like you don't really like it. =( Thats all that I could say.
Good night and enjoy playing.
8:18 AM
Wednesday, August 25, 2010Y
Hoho. Cousin is getting married soon. But I don like him. Lol. Anw it's her choice. :) went out walk walk with zenia today. Nowadays I feel that I am giving up no studying already. I just can't seems to concentrate on it. Or maybe I knew that I can't do it thats why don study?. And to fat. I think I let you down. You put in hope to me and yet i'm like this now. I really did try but nothing get into my mind. I tried my best to remember those subject that I can't do it de and test myself but still cannot do it. Really damn upset with myself. Even some people who I don't really see them studying de all work hard now. Ah think i'm hopeless already. :(
5:49 AM
Saturday, August 21, 2010Y
Fatass! Friday was really very angry with you. After knowing that I straight away leave school. Anw it's over. Now wanna see you but you having bbq now. :( nvm. As long you enjoy can already. :) love you.
5:10 AM
